my Birthday!!!

Start:	Dec 20, '09 09:00a
End:	Dec 23, '09 01:00a
Location:	juz in house event

birthday

why do i ask the question when my intuition is right, false soulmate

24 hours ago i was at the midnight market with my beast friend.

as usual we had shared our thoughts in our life, the people surrounding us, dreams and plans, women  and many many many more.

i keep asking him the questions but it seems that i already knew what he will answer. at the end of our conversation, i can't stop myself from laughing.

urghh.... i'm not in the mood of writing a blog. i just want to share something: i think i need to distance myself from her. it is to avoid conflicts between friendship. it is not good for me to spend time with her because i'm starting to like her and lately i've noticeed that i'm starting to develop feelings for her.

what if the soulmate she knows is not really the soulmate that my friend told her before.

small time of chances

kaunti n pla ang oras. masasabi pa kaya ang mga importanteng mensahe na dapat nyang malaman??? at ano pa nga ba ang di ko pa nalalaman?

 

Pano kung malaman na ang dapat malaman, mababago ba nito ang takbo ng mga pangyayari? maitatama pa ba nito ang pinaniniwalaan naming katotohanan

 

may mga nalalabi pa naman sandali upang magawa ang lahat. nasa amin na lang kung pano namin ito haharapin. "God bless us the courage to tell the  what must be told."

 

.........her smile, her laugh and the time with her i will surely gonna miss it.

I WILL SURELY GONNA MISS HER. until now i'm secretly wishing that she's be mine and i'm be her man.

 

 

4 months to go and we are going to march for the graduation, we are going wave our hands for the final goodbyes and after that ....

premises

The end of my last 1st semester at our university.

oh... i really gonna miss schooling.

i'm really missing those people who have been part of my life.

 

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i'm looking forward that next month is full of fun.

i can no longer endure my chest pain. i'm hoping that next month i could have my check up. i already have the information of Philippine Heart Center and i'm building up my courage to any findings that may arrise.

hmm... am i really ready to go to the phil. heart center?for years with this sicknes, this my first time to consult with the specialist about my medical case.

i know i know that there are lots of restricted foods again but... whatever.

am i really live for long? will this be my end... what a WORD well only my Lord knows the answer for those questions for now i will live.

state of confusion

damn!!! i don't know what to do.

something is not right.

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hmmm... what those dreams mean? are those part of the incoming of events in my life???

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loneliness and anger are surrounding me. i have to distance myself to my friends or those emotions will crash to them.

nalugi ang mang INASAL!!!

"PG" ba kami?haha

salamat at nakilala kita

maliit lang talaga ang mundo.... kagaya mo.

napakaikli na nang nalalabing sandali at hanggang ngayon ay di ko pa rin magawang masabi sa'yo kung ano ka nga ba sa buhay kong ito.

masaya na ko sa simpleng bagay na nagkaron ako ng pagkakataon na makasama at makapiling kita. sana maulit pa ng maraming beses o walang wakas ang mga bagay na yun.

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bumibilis ang tibok ng puso ko kapag nakikita ko ang mga ngiti sa'yong mga labi at lalo kapag ay tumatawa lalo pag nagkukulitan tau at mdalas kang mapikon,ang saya nun.

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nkakalungkot man na walang bagay sa mundong ito ang nagtatagal. paparating na ang sandali at tayo ay magkakalayo na. kung ano man ang mangyayari sa mga buhay natin balang araw sana ay muli kitang makapiling.

 

kung may pagkakataon lang na mabubuhay taung muli......... sana ikaw at ako ang unang nagkakilala at sana sa pagkakataon na un ay matanggap mo na ako si beast at ikaw beauty ng buhay ko.......tnx God i met her.