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my december pictures

paglalakbay

sa dambana

my Birthday!!!

Start:	Dec 20, '09 09:00a
End:	Dec 23, '09 01:00a
Location:	juz in house event

birthday

why do i ask the question when my intuition is right, false soulmate

24 hours ago i was at the midnight market with my beast friend.

as usual we had shared our thoughts in our life, the people surrounding us, dreams and plans, women  and many many many more.

i keep asking him the questions but it seems that i already knew what he will answer. at the end of our conversation, i can't stop myself from laughing.

urghh.... i'm not in the mood of writing a blog. i just want to share something: i think i need to distance myself from her. it is to avoid conflicts between friendship. it is not good for me to spend time with her because i'm starting to like her and lately i've noticeed that i'm starting to develop feelings for her.

what if the soulmate she knows is not really the soulmate that my friend told her before.

small time of chances

kaunti n pla ang oras. masasabi pa kaya ang mga importanteng mensahe na dapat nyang malaman??? at ano pa nga ba ang di ko pa nalalaman?

 

Pano kung malaman na ang dapat malaman, mababago ba nito ang takbo ng mga pangyayari? maitatama pa ba nito ang pinaniniwalaan naming katotohanan

 

may mga nalalabi pa naman sandali upang magawa ang lahat. nasa amin na lang kung pano namin ito haharapin. "God bless us the courage to tell the  what must be told."

 

.........her smile, her laugh and the time with her i will surely gonna miss it.

I WILL SURELY GONNA MISS HER. until now i'm secretly wishing that she's be mine and i'm be her man.

 

 

4 months to go and we are going to march for the graduation, we are going wave our hands for the final goodbyes and after that ....

premises

The end of my last 1st semester at our university.

oh... i really gonna miss schooling.

i'm really missing those people who have been part of my life.

 

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i'm looking forward that next month is full of fun.

i can no longer endure my chest pain. i'm hoping that next month i could have my check up. i already have the information of Philippine Heart Center and i'm building up my courage to any findings that may arrise.

hmm... am i really ready to go to the phil. heart center?for years with this sicknes, this my first time to consult with the specialist about my medical case.

i know i know that there are lots of restricted foods again but... whatever.

am i really live for long? will this be my end... what a WORD well only my Lord knows the answer for those questions for now i will live.

state of confusion

damn!!! i don't know what to do.

something is not right.

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hmmm... what those dreams mean? are those part of the incoming of events in my life???

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loneliness and anger are surrounding me. i have to distance myself to my friends or those emotions will crash to them.

nalugi ang mang INASAL!!!

"PG" ba kami?haha

salamat at nakilala kita

maliit lang talaga ang mundo.... kagaya mo.

napakaikli na nang nalalabing sandali at hanggang ngayon ay di ko pa rin magawang masabi sa'yo kung ano ka nga ba sa buhay kong ito.

masaya na ko sa simpleng bagay na nagkaron ako ng pagkakataon na makasama at makapiling kita. sana maulit pa ng maraming beses o walang wakas ang mga bagay na yun.

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bumibilis ang tibok ng puso ko kapag nakikita ko ang mga ngiti sa'yong mga labi at lalo kapag ay tumatawa lalo pag nagkukulitan tau at mdalas kang mapikon,ang saya nun.

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nkakalungkot man na walang bagay sa mundong ito ang nagtatagal. paparating na ang sandali at tayo ay magkakalayo na. kung ano man ang mangyayari sa mga buhay natin balang araw sana ay muli kitang makapiling.

 

kung may pagkakataon lang na mabubuhay taung muli......... sana ikaw at ako ang unang nagkakilala at sana sa pagkakataon na un ay matanggap mo na ako si beast at ikaw beauty ng buhay ko.......tnx God i met her.

Web Cam Pix

pa cute........

changing to a new life.

i lost in the election. kaya ayun back to a normal student. maraming kelangan asikasuhin. di ko akalain eh iba n pala iniisip ng mga taong nakapaligid saken. they think na di naging ok saken ang pagkatalo. para saken mali sila dahil una pa lang nagprepare n ko sa kung anong mga possibility na pedeng kalabasan ng election. pride ko lang ung natalo hinde ang kabuuan ko. i'm looking for the positive side of the scenario. maybe it's about time to fix my life, time to fix things that i had sacrificed. i believe God has a plan something for me.

i request to my boss for a week vacation from responsibilities. 7 days that i will spent to unwind myself.

during the campaign i told to myself that after this election i want to be with my special someone. ayun nangyari naman. kaso not someone but someones... very confusing. i've got a chance to be with VANITA(for this time its more fun), NEFERTINI(she still doesn't know my admiration for her), and "another special"(she too doesn't know that i admire her). perhaps this is the right time to be committed, maybe not.hahaha....

at the end, it is just my political career that has ended but it is the beginning of something new.

walang katapusang pasasalamat sa mga taong na natiling nasa tabi ko lalo na sa pagkakataon ng nangailangan ako ng tulong.alam nyo nmn kung sino kau kaya MARAMING MARAMING SALAMAT!!!

 

 

sa aking Paglalakbay

malayo layo na rin pala ang aking na lakbay. marami na rin bagay sa akin ang nawala.

 

sa pangalawang pagkakataon. kung anuman sa akin ay ipagkaloob ng Maykapal nawa'y sa ikabubuti ng nakararami.

alam kong pagkatapos nito ay may nakalaan Sya para saken.

Handa na rin akong harapin ang mga katotohanan na darating. Handa na kong ayusin ang mga bagay-bagay habang ako ay may oras pang natitita upang gawin un.

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nararandaman kong parating na ang panahon upang ayusin ang pag-ibig. sa pag-ibig, di na dapat aqng masaktan dahil ang acceptance ay nanjan lang...

missing those people

i just look back in my college life.

 

i've met many people and friends. friendship in collage is really different from the friendship that i have before because in this collage life people just come and go.they easily come but stay for short. having real friendship is a rare one.

 

 

step-kuya's birthday

Start:	Jul 24, '09 09:00a
End:	Jul 24, '09 10:00p

kaarawan ni kuya! our eldest bro .35 na yata sya.

my tita's birthday

Start:	Jul 22, '09 9:00p
Location:	U.S.A.

the Queen's day

parting time - final fantasy.3gp

just watch it

silly me

nakakainis na.

bakit ba ganun ang treatment ko sa kanya?

di naman ganun ka big deal pero... pero bakit naging ganito?

nakakainis naman kung alam lang sana nya.

nakakainis na talga. ROOAAAARRRRR!!!

and

it hurts, the truth is i'm missing her right now...

my God...Your will bedone unto me.Amen.

 

 

baka magtampo na IV-B saken

grabe! pagkagaling ko sa urs-rodriguez, derecho nmn sa happenings.

actually they were not my classmates during the high school days but i'm one of their favorite guests during this kind of event.

baka magtampo na nito ang IV-B saken.

Little 1's 19th birthday pre-celebration

june 4,2009. ayun nagjolibee uli kami at kami ulit ang last customer. pre-birthday celebration ito ni Lae a.k.a. little 1 kc kinabukasan pa ung actual bday nya.

help

Panginoon,

hiling nila ang aking pagbagsak at ako ay maligaw ng landas. bakit ba palaging mahirap ang kelangan kong danasin? lahat ng bagay na nakamit ko ay alam nyo pong pinaghirapan ko rin makamit.

 

sa huli, ang tangi kong dalangin wag nyo po akong pabayaan, ngayon at magpakailanman....

We were lovers by Jean-Jacques Burnel Lyrics ; one of my favorites sad song.

Harsh words were said
and lies were told instead.
I didn't ever mean to make you cry.
But love can make us weak and make us strong,
and before too very long.
I was totally in love with you.
I bathed in you.
Lost in you, captivated by you.
Amazed by you, dazed by you.
Nothing can go wrong.
Nothing can go wrong.

So tonight I'll sing
a song to all my friends.
Also to those we won't be seeing again.
To those I knew and those I still adore
and I want to see once more.
I just pray that you will love me
and trust me.
Laugh with me and cry with me
spend those silent times with me.
Love me evermore.
Love me evermore.

You and I were lovers.
Our dreams were not soured by life.
And then my friends betrayed me
meant you never would be my wife.

Harsh words were said
and lies were told instead.
I didn't ever mean to make you cry.
But love can make us weak and make us strong,
and before too very long.
I was totally in love with you.
I bathed in you.
Lost in you, captivated by you.
Amazed by you, dazed by you.
Nothing can go wrong.
Nothing can go wrong.
Nothing can go wrong.

nakakainis!!!

nakakainis.

 

minsan iniisip ko na lang na cold blooded talaga ang mga taong tinuturing kong special. sana cold blooded na lang din ako.

ang manhid talga. grr... teka bkit ba ko affected? wala nakakainis lang kc ok na eh kaso paglampas ko.talgang nakakainis

 

Lies

There are reasons why people do lies. Some are for the good and some are just being untrue.

I have given my trust to a friend but accidentally I have found her biggest lies in a very unpleasant way. First I was shock, questions are flooding into my mind. 

I'm really DISAPOINTED. she asked for apologies but for hours I didn't utter any words. I plan not to say anything just to be silent. hours had past and I receive her text asking me if i'm ending our friendship. then I told her: "Friendship doesn't end but it does change."

I forgive her but I don't know if I still could trust her, I don't know if I could still believe in everything she will say and I don't know if our closeness will be the same.

*sigh*

it's complicated case. 1. it will be a secret if you did not answer; 2. it happen that someone has told me rather than you; 3. instead to purely ask for apologies you let your pride high; and 5. you shouldn't play to someone's feelings.

 

I pray to God to bless you with wisdom for it will help you to do right decisions and to do what is right in your life. I ask God to set you free from the illusion of this world. Let God's divine blessings enter your heart and do not let the demon take it.

 

my friend it still not late to do what is right.

Layo

nalalaman lang natin ang kahalagahan ng isang tao kapag nawala na sila sa piling natin.

 

minsan kelangan nating lumayo. kung mahalaga tau sa buhay nila ay pipilitin nila taung bumalik bago pa man maging huli ang lahat... at kung inde tau ganun ka importante sa kanila mas makabubuti na tuluyan na lang taung magpakalayo.

Past

a past from my heart. good or bad still it is part of a memory. just happy to be one of their friends.

"hanggang friendship lang talaga at di un magbabago ^_^"

the first blog

matagal na ang account na ito pero ngaun q lang na pagdesisyonan na maging active sa site na ito. 

hmm... maganda rin naman yata dito eh.

di bale unti-unti mai-improve ko rin ang account na 'to.

dun sa iba paki add na lang aq.

tnx.

...

me

Dogy dane.3gp

nakakamiss ang dog na ito, sayang wala na sya

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