matagal na rin pala ang huli kong paggawa ng blog

sa totoo lang marami akong gustong isulat na blog. may agam agam sa isip ko kung dapat ko iyon isulat at ibahagi. 

maglalaan ako ng panahon upang maisulat dito sa blog ang mga bagay na nais kong ibahagi. 

nais kong ibahagi dito kung pano ang mga pinaggagawa ko sa gitna ng mga pinagdadaanan ko. kung panu ang prinsipyo at paniniwala ko ay sinubok. gusto ko munang gumugol ng panahon sa pagsusulat at sa paggawa ng mga panibagong gawain. marami talaga akong gustong gawin dati pa kaya gusto ko ng gawin hanggang may oras at pagkakataon pa ko.

ang mga susunod kong mga sulatin ay marahil maibabase ko sa isang pangarap o istorya ng kaibigan ko na naibahagi sakin.

panahon na rin siguro na magdagdag ng bagong friends sa multiply ko. sa kalkula ko ay may apat na taon na rin akong may multiply. dito lang sa site na ito ako nagsusulat ng blog.

sa mga nagbabasa ng blog ko dito. wag kayong mahiyang magcomment ^ ^,

the making of "My Best friend's Wedding" [trailer]

I'm currently drafting a story piece, the "my best friend's wedding." 

-kinikilabutan aq sa story,hehe

dream more. define love.

it is a challenge for me to achieve all the plans that i set for my life. its not easy but its fun. i want to explore the world. i want to see what is beyond on those boundaries.

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i have doubt about what love is. i don't even know what it is. i always have a misinterpretation about it or perhaps i'm lacking of it?

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i feel joy and contented with you. and you give me fear.hahaha

i give and express what i want and i'm not expecting for any returns.

"expecting is another way of hurting yourself." 

i still have a lot of things to prove... 

i pray that we could still be the same as before specially in this time full of change. ^_^

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thoughts that circling in my mind

what an irony of life?

 i made a sincere talk with God thru a prayer. i asked Him that i want to change something in myself and my life, that i just want to be honest to everything. in just a lesser week He gave me what i've asked.

for that "i Glory Him, my Lord, my God."

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i'm drafting the right words to say.

i need just a little more time.

i can't explain it but i feel that her true self is hiding deep inside. i have theories of event which is happening right now and i bet it to be wrong.

i don't posses abundant traits but i treasure the few that i have. i may not be one of the best people in the world but i want to grow and change for good with the people around me. those who have witnessed and accepted my weaknesses and strengths. 

The Forsaken One

"If I would be born again, I want to be in a simple but happy family."

I only say my ambitious dream but the truth is I just have a simple one."

I envy him. I wish I could be him. I wish I could be the one.

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I don't care about your past. The important is you.

This arguments will lead to no good.

Let it be at the right time, will yah.

Have patience.

Be ready.

the forgotten beat of the heart

"you had left me without saying a word. it created wounds in my heart but the time has made it heal. now you're here again but i can no longer feel the same beat as like it used to be. perhaps.. now it has a new beat for you..my friend."

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i have tormented my heart for long. now i set it free from the dark past.

i am planning to write a series of blog. to share the stories of my past love and the lessons i learned from it.

ang pag-iwas

Dumating na ba kayo sa point na my umiiwas sa inyo. Tapos yung taong umiiwas sa inyo ay yung taong malapit sa puso mo.

Para saken yung mga umiiwas eh marahil ay naiilang. Pede rin masabi na gusto nila ng space.

Just give them space para makapag-isa.

Pero kahit dumating kayo sa ganun pagakakataon wag nyong iiwan sila, Always be there pag kailangan nila kau.

Remember this "never rush, let things unfold at the right time."

Next time mas mahaba na ang gagawin kong blog.