dream more. define love.

it is a challenge for me to achieve all the plans that i set for my life. its not easy but its fun. i want to explore the world. i want to see what is beyond on those boundaries.

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i have doubt about what love is. i don't even know what it is. i always have a misinterpretation about it or perhaps i'm lacking of it?

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i feel joy and contented with you. and you give me fear.hahaha

i give and express what i want and i'm not expecting for any returns.

"expecting is another way of hurting yourself." 

i still have a lot of things to prove... 

i pray that we could still be the same as before specially in this time full of change. ^_^

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thoughts that circling in my mind

what an irony of life?

 i made a sincere talk with God thru a prayer. i asked Him that i want to change something in myself and my life, that i just want to be honest to everything. in just a lesser week He gave me what i've asked.

for that "i Glory Him, my Lord, my God."

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i'm drafting the right words to say.

i need just a little more time.

i can't explain it but i feel that her true self is hiding deep inside. i have theories of event which is happening right now and i bet it to be wrong.

i don't posses abundant traits but i treasure the few that i have. i may not be one of the best people in the world but i want to grow and change for good with the people around me. those who have witnessed and accepted my weaknesses and strengths. 

The Forsaken One

"If I would be born again, I want to be in a simple but happy family."

I only say my ambitious dream but the truth is I just have a simple one."

I envy him. I wish I could be him. I wish I could be the one.

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I don't care about your past. The important is you.

This arguments will lead to no good.

Let it be at the right time, will yah.

Have patience.

Be ready.

the forgotten beat of the heart

"you had left me without saying a word. it created wounds in my heart but the time has made it heal. now you're here again but i can no longer feel the same beat as like it used to be. perhaps.. now it has a new beat for you..my friend."

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i have tormented my heart for long. now i set it free from the dark past.

i am planning to write a series of blog. to share the stories of my past love and the lessons i learned from it.

ang pag-iwas

Dumating na ba kayo sa point na my umiiwas sa inyo. Tapos yung taong umiiwas sa inyo ay yung taong malapit sa puso mo.

Para saken yung mga umiiwas eh marahil ay naiilang. Pede rin masabi na gusto nila ng space.

Just give them space para makapag-isa.

Pero kahit dumating kayo sa ganun pagakakataon wag nyong iiwan sila, Always be there pag kailangan nila kau.

Remember this "never rush, let things unfold at the right time."

Next time mas mahaba na ang gagawin kong blog.

The First Blog

Hi, everyone. I'm now going to be a blogger. Hope to be my avid reader. Feel free to leave your comments, reactions and suggestions.

my "unplanned manila adventure", a coffee chat w/ toshio

i went to nbi tay2 to get a nbi clearance. sad to say they told me to return tomorrow. it's just around 11am and still have plenty of time. so i decided to go to nbi office that i actually don't know the exact location. i've read at the mrt station the location of the said office. so i ride to the lrt 2 and change train at lrt 1. at lrt 1 i trace the victory central mall and there [UEREKA!!!] i've found it.

that adventure was really fun. it is my first time to be in those places. i saw a Chinese cemetery, located at caloocan. after of that trip i went to antipolo to meet roner.

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i discussed my business idea to roner. i asked him if i still think normal?hhehe... he agreed my ideas and his willing to be part of my team. i still need a lot of research before the launching of this business. i hope it will be launched next month.

after our business talk, we went to Seisha cafe.  i said to him my burn out and my surprise plan to a special friend (yipeee!!! i love surprises). 

i shared to him that i'm preparing myself to risk everything to tell my feelings to my special someone.