Tuesday, October 20, 2009

premises

The end of my last 1st semester at our university.

oh... i really gonna miss schooling.

i'm really missing those people who have been part of my life.

 

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i'm looking forward that next month is full of fun.

i can no longer endure my chest pain. i'm hoping that next month i could have my check up. i already have the information of Philippine Heart Center and i'm building up my courage to any findings that may arrise.

hmm... am i really ready to go to the phil. heart center?for years with this sicknes, this my first time to consult with the specialist about my medical case.

i know i know that there are lots of restricted foods again but... whatever.

am i really live for long? will this be my end... what a WORD well only my Lord knows the answer for those questions for now i will live.

state of confusion

damn!!! i don't know what to do.

something is not right.

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hmmm... what those dreams mean? are those part of the incoming of events in my life???

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loneliness and anger are surrounding me. i have to distance myself to my friends or those emotions will crash to them.